I’ll take one of those.

I'll take one of those

Just one.  I rarely drink anymore at social events because sometimes all it takes is one glass of wine and I start to feel all warm and fuzzy.  I’m quite an innocent babe when it comes to drinking and smoking.  I have never drank a full beer.  In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever tried to taste another beer since that one partial taste that was bad enough.  I like white wine more so than red and tend to go for fruity ones.  I’m an amaretto/7 girl when it comes to anything more beyond wine.  I might take a taste of something stronger at say a family gathering, but that’s the extent.  Liquor and me just don’t jive.  If rolling a piece of paper sack as a cigarette counts as smoking.. then I had my first smoke when I was ten years of age and was being all cool with some neighborhood friends.  It must have cured me as I’ve never been inclined to take another try of the real thing.  The aura of cigarette smoke is just not very appealing to some of us.. a gentle nudge nudge.

Credits:

1st outfit:
Hair – Truth – Feronia
Necklace & Hand – .aisling – Dame des Fleurs {gacha} @ Tales of Fantasy
Dress – Hucci – Jinxi Gown Royal Blue @ Uber

2nd outfit:
Hair – Milk – Winx {store is now Soonsiki}
Dress – May’s Soul – Red Dress {August 2014 Fantasy Gacha item}

Scene:
Ribald Butler – Cupbearer – Mutresse @ The Arcade
Ribald Butler – Mr. Selfie Rare – Mutresse @ The Arcade
Classic Manor White Rare – RageWorks @ The Arcade
Soiree Table – Tres Blah @ The Arcade
Model of the Berrylife Rare – {anc} @ The Arcade
Christmas Tree – Dysfunctional Designs
Peace Letters – Trompe Loeil @ The Arcade
Snowflake Deco – Trompe Loeil @ The Arcade

Pose 1:  Hurry Up Male by Del May {Modified with Animare HUD}
Pose 2: Seek by Del May

 

Just chilling.

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I finally finished decorating my new home, which is a small cottage that is all open space.   Something different and can be a bit of a challenge to decorate when you have no separation of rooms.   It’s also the first time that I have a home without a bathroom.  I’m tempted to put an outhouse in the back and a small outdoor shower.  I’m odd in this way, that I feel a bit unsettled without those amenities.  I know.  Just call it my own peculiarity.   This time around my decor is shabby chic intermixed with Christmas decor in the typical season of living in Florida — all green no snow.   Maybe I’ll get to taking pictures soon to show it.

Credits:
Hair – Truth – Thalia in Blacks
Top – Cold Logic – Koste Cream
Vest – Bens Boutique – Zelinda Fur Vest Black
Leggings – Kosh – Cotton Leggings Coal
Boots – Just Design – Navajo Black @ FaMESHed

Pose: Estelle 4 by Deesselle Destiny

Snowman Couple – Cheeky Pea

Just another day.

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I’ve been playing around a bit with Photoshop here and there.  It’s not an easy program to learn though I’ll wager and say my tolerance level may be dictating here.  I want it now, not later.  Just blame it on the traits of an Aries personality.  Ignores the little part that says we’re selfish.  Here I was playing with a lens flare and tried to soften up the picture playing with the sliders on the curve… so far I can handle this.

Just a quick snapshot and now I’m off to a birthday party that will be full of kids and the grownup kind too.

Everyone enjoy your Saturday!

Credits:

Hair – Truth – Feronia
Dress – Valentina E. – We Are All Made of Stars Gown Gold @ Fantasy Collective
Stole – May’s Soul – Crow Stole Black
Choker – Goth1c0 – Asphyxia Stockings
Hands – SLink – AvEnhance Hands

Pose: Beth Set – Ty’d and True

Strolling through the neighborhood.

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I’m showing another pair of shoes that will be available on November 21st for the 21Shoe event that runs for 24 hours only.  These adorable hounds-tooth Saddle Jane flats from Sax Shepherd Designs are perfect for taking a stroll through the shopping district and residential parts of Second Life.  I didn’t have to fight lag or see giant size mesh clothing floating all around me while I walked to find a spot to take a snapshot.  I must admit that I liked that experience and will be doing this a little more often for something different than setting up my own scene.  The sim was practically deserted and it’s a shame, but with so many events that run throughout the month it’s so easy for some of these wonderfully created locations to take a back seat.  That’s another great thing about 21Shoe is that all shoes can be found at the individual stores.

Not pictured is the other shoe that is part of the two-for-one deal, which are the button mules that also come in the same hounds-tooth fabric.  You will get two colors with each set — a white/black and red/black in each shoe style and all for a really great price of $299L and never to be sold again.  The waist cincher that matches the shoes will be offered as an add-on the same day also for a very good price.

Stay tuned for another tease of shoes.

Credits:

Hair- Truth – Demelza in Blacks
Scarf – {VISion} – S&F *Mesh Scarf*
Top – Pixicat – Metal.Top Shade
*Cincher – Sax Shepherd Designs – Classic Waist Cincher Houndstooth *SOON* {available as an add-on on Nov. 21s}
Rings – LUXE – Dainty Rings {Gacha} @ Sad November
Skirt – Pixicat – Autumn.Skirt Shade @ Kustom9
Tights – Cannibelle – Micronet Tights @ Cirque De Seraphim
*Shoes – Sax Shepherd Designs – Saddle Jane Flats ~ Houndstooth for SLink Flat Feet – *SOON* @ 21Shoe Event on Nov. 21st
Feet & Hands – SLink – AvEnhance Feet & Hands
Drink – Garbaggio – Pumpkin Frappuccino RARE {Gacha} @ Sad November

Pose: Lotus Set by Kirin

*Review copies.

Que sera, sera (What will be, will be).

“Never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer give a damn.” 

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I ran across the quote above and thought of how true that statement is.  This week has so far turned into one of the far worse I have felt in a long time.  The kind that leaves you feeling like you’re almost fighting a lost cause or that you can’t even rationalize on an issue any longer.  I don’t like reaching this point.  It has somewhat of a defeatist attitude in my personal opinion and I’m not one to quit easily when the going gets tough.

Though I’ve been pushed to the limit on several occasions this week and I’m not proud of having fallen to the lowest depths of self-destructive behavior that I found myself feeling cross at myself, ashamed and uncomfortable with.  While stubborn pride says I was justified in my actions.   I’m really not.   Even righteous anger when you feel that you’ve been wronged and pushed to the edge doesn’t even excuse me.  I am reminded of Eleanor Roosevelt’s quote, “No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”   It’s the same concept when someone offends you with either words and actions.  I allowed myself to accept it and respond in kind and for that and more I feel remorseful.

Despite the hardships of this week I’m pretty upbeat today and generally feel que sera, sera (what will be, will be).

Enjoy the rest of your Thursday… I plan to.

Credits:

Hair – Truth – Thalia in Blacks @ Mystic Realms Faire
Dress – Eyelure – Sparkle Dress Black Sequins
Shoes – Wicca’s Wardrobe – Lorraine Heels @ Courtier’s Dock
Pose: Despondent by Del May
Scene:
Cuddle Rowboat RARE – Epia {June 2014 Arcade}
A Posh Picnic/Open Picnic Basket RARE – Elate  {June 2013 Arcade}
Red Wine His – Dutchie
All Directions Roadsign – Epia {June 2014 Arcade}

Taking a stroll.

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I had a particularly rough day that I needed to distract myself with something lighthearted and fun.   Bringing out my child alt gives me that in an odd way, not only the silliness of being in a small body, but she makes me laugh at myself as I’ve mentioned before and that’s enough to lighten the load somehow.

Nothing much then a simple picture of walking through the grass at home and on that note we’re calling it a day in both worlds.

Alexa:
Hair – Truth – Neria in Blacks & Whites @ Mystic Realms Faire
Tattoo – Little Pricks – Violent Ends
Bra Top – Just Design – Gwen Bra Blue @ Mystic Realms Faire
Bustier – Just Design – Gwen Blue
Pants – Legal Insanity – Meadow Bell Bottom Almost Black Jeans @ Boho Cultural Fair
Shoes – Reign – Stark Pumps Navy

Sydney:
Hair – Love Soul – Hair*115* Jet Black
Dress – Little Nerds – Ruffle Delux Dress in Black
Socks – Baby – Florina Socks {part of outfit}
Shoes – {s.o.} – Mary Janes Black Leather

Pose: With my baby by K&S {modified}

Sweet Garden Grasses & Shrub – Happy Mood

She’s that girl…

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She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around.  The one
that hopes for a better day.  The one that won’t give up on you.  She’s the girl
that’s unlike the rest.  The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights
crying.  She’s the girl that would love to be loved.  The one that looks so
damn strong, but feels so weak.  She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.

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I’m featuring this lovely vial necklace from Empyrean Forge that is available at The Fantasy Collective.   I am wearing the gold finish, but there are a couple other finishes as well.  With each finish  you get three versions: white, empty, and softly colored.  I’m also wearing a few other items from ongoing fantasy events, see the credits below for all the details.

Credits:

Skin – Lumae – Eliana :5 Caramel / Priya
Hair – Truth – Blythe in Blacks & Whites
Face Tattoo – The Wicked Peach – Feral Pack Two @ Tales of Fantasy
*Necklace – Empyrean Forge – Light of Helios Necklace Colored @ The Fantasy Collective
Vest – [Body Factory] – Viking Vest Leather Light @ The Fantasy Collective
Bracelets – [Body Factory] – Viking Bracelet (Light-Silver) @ The Fantasy Collective
Helmet – [Body Factory] – Viking Helmet (Silver-Black) @ The Fantasy Collective
Top – May’s Soul – Viking Souls Furs Black
Skirt – FDD Creations – Jassin Fur Skirt Wolf @ Tales of Fantasy
Skirt – May’s Soul – Tribal Skirt White
Horn – Dark Forge – Viking Horn for Belt Rare
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed
Viking Longship “Odin” – Xstar/Zombie Xstar
Pose: Sail Odin by F*cking Ninjas
*Review copy.

What’s love got ….

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When I rezzed this love box sign last night for this scene it made me think of Tina Turner’s song, “What’s love got to do with it” and it’s still playing in my head this morning.  It made me feel like dancing and so I’ve parked myself on a dance floor at a long ago visited club listening to the rhythm and soul tunes the DJ is spinning as I write this post.  Just what the doctor ordered.

Being a part of the Fantasy Collective group I got early access last night so I took a quick look and came away with this outfit that I’m wearing from Yasum.  The Fantasy Collective opens tomorrow and my sneak peak showed that there will be a lot of great stuff as usual.   I am sporting a tattoo from “La Malvada Mujer,” which translates to the evil or wicked woman, that is available at the Victims of Ink event.  It fits the mood.

I’m excited today.  This morning one of my real life friends that I’ve known for many years sent me an email that he had joined Second Life.   He’s always known I inhabit this world and from time to time will ask me about it, though has always resisted joining.  I don’t blame him.  It will be kind of a new experience to catch up with each other from time to time in-world with avatars being that I’m in America and he’s in Europe.

Credits:

Hair – Truth – Neria in Blacks @ Mystic Realms Faire
Top – Yasum – Goth Top @ Fantasy Collective
Pants – Yasum – Goth Skirt Pants @ Fantasy Collective
Chest Tattoo – La Malvada Mujer – The Guardian Tattoo @ Victims of Ink
Hip Tattoo – Lushish Catz – Devil Angel Tattoo @ Victims of  Ink
Bracelet – FLite. – Commanders Cuff
Arm Chain – K-Otic @ Saturday Sale
Shoes – Reign – Suede Heels Black @ Saturday Sale

Scene:
No Smoking Sign – Seven Emporium @ {Sept 2014 Arcade}
Giddy Up RARE – Seven Emporium @ {Sept 2014 Arcade}
Love Box – Seven Emporium
Cement Beam Chandelier – Pilot @ Kustom9
Old Car Door Blue – Junk @ Kustom9

Balance.

“Embrace the glorious mess that you are.” ~ Elizabeth Gilbert

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I work in a community that has a diverse population of different nationalities, cultures and ways of living.  There is a long stretch of sidewalk that borders the state road that I travel in and out of work that goes from my office back into town. I was on my way out to meet a friend for lunch when I spotted this Haitian Creole woman walking towards the same direction I was heading with a steady pace.   This isn’t unusual, though what struck my attention is the 12 or maybe 16 oz. water bottle that sat in the middle at the top of her head.  It made me smile and its in those moments that I wished that I carried my camera to take a snapshot.

Seeing how perfect she balanced that bottle while she walked with her natural gait made me reflect a little on the subject of balance as I drove towards the restaurant.  Of how easy it is to lose our balance with situations and the circumstances that surround it.  I’ve always striven for a sense of calm and emotional balance in my life and most people who know me consider me a well balanced individual.  So that when I find myself being at odds with the unbalance in my life I start to withdraw inwards to that place of solitude that helps me gather my wits once again.

I can’t speak to balance when I walk ~be certain that if I’m ever walking along side you that I will bump into you.

Just remember that life is like a bicycle, in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving.

Credits:

Skin – Al Vulo – Celestial Black Mamba Mocha @ The Dressing Room Fusion
Hair – Truth – Thalia @ Mystic Realms Faire
Head Jewels – Axix – Anivia Face Chairs [Old gold] {flower hidden} @ Tales of Fantasy
Dress – Peqe – Autumn Maxi in Berry @ The Liaison Collaborative
Chest Tattoo – Identity – Sweet Betrayal @ The Big Show
Bottom Tattoo – Identity – Flowerbomb
Breast Armor – Axix – Leonah Armor [Old gold] @ Tales of Fantasy
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed

Pose: Store gift by Attitude Pose Store/Alexia Max

Knowing.

Sunshine

You know what’s really, powerfully sexy?
A sense of humor.  A taste for adventure.
A healthy glow.  Hips to grab on to.
Openness.  Confidence.
Humility.  Appetite.
Intuition.  Smart-ass comebacks.
Presence.  A quick wit.
Dirty jokes told by an innocent looking lady.
A woman who realizes how beautiful she is.
~ Courtney E. Martin

Credits:

Eyes – Ikon – Eternal Eyes Dark Brown
Hair – Truth – Neria @ Mystic Realms Faire
Dress – B.C.C. – Emily Romantic Corset Dress @ Season’s Story
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands – Relaxed

Horsing Around Pose Prop – Bounce This Poses
Pose – Attitude ES 06 by AlexiaMax
Moonchild Animated Butterfly White – Enfant Terrible