It’s time to burst the bubble

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I hope everyone had a great Christmas.  Mine was extremely blessed as I got to spend it with my family, eating good food and just spending time together. That alone is one of the greatest gifts we can receive. I got even an unexpected gift that for me went a long way in healing and restoring a little of that brokenness I’ve been feeling.  I have to say that it feels good when you finally start to get that sense of release from bottled up emotions.  It’s a step in being able to move forward and start embracing something new or at least feel safe enough to start coming out of the bubble and speaking of such.

I somehow missed seeing these glass ornaments at the holiday market and when I saw them on display recently I just had to find some.  I managed to grab all the commons at a yard sale and then the owner gifted me with the two rares. It was a very sweet present from a stranger.  It’s those acts of kindness that really keeps me believing that there is still good in all of us.

Credits:
Hair – Magika – In My Mind
Aria Cuffs, Fur Boots, Skirt & Cloak – Le Forme {past gacha}

Scene:
Glass Ornament Pod – {anc} {event over, and gacha not yet at store}
Enchanted Woods v2 –Studio Skye
PuffyGrass [Frozen] – *alirium*

Motto: Stay Humble. Work Hard. Be Kind

Group Photo Recognition Sep to Dec 2015

Most of the time when I get the email informing me that one of my photos has been selected as a group cover in Flickr I pay it no mind and just forget about it. I’ve tooted my own horn once back in 2014 and since then I’ve just let them come and go without mention.  This month I got selected for two group covers and I just want to say thank you.  If it weren’t for this blog my pictures wouldn’t even be on that particular forum.

The other two are within the last three months and are still active.  Meaning that my photo cover has not been replaced by another picture as did another recent photo selected.

I’ll eventually get around to adding the Flickr widget on the side bar of my blog, but for now if you care to see my page, you can visit here.

WhItE ImPuRiTy

Behind the iron gates lies an invitation to experience the creative imagination of someone personally known to me that has often produced works of art to be appreciated for their beauty and emotional response.

It is suggested that you use the predawnmoon windlight to enhance and enjoy the creation.  I have used it and a few others for the pictures that I took.

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Art is often known as a personal experience and how it is viewed differs from one person to another.  In the more common history of the philosophy of art the expressionist theory highlighted art as the means of portraying the emotions and individual feelings of the artist.  With the artwork being an expression or translation of those thoughts, feelings and emotions.

While there seems to be a certain theme that runs through each artistic composition that correlates as a whole. I will state that I have no knowledge of what the meaning is behind the work or the emphasis it might seem to imply. Only that the name chosen perhaps sheds a little light.  White being considered pure and impurity the opposite.  The scenes will speak differently to each person. My thoughts are solely based on how they each spoke to me personally and the emotion they evoked or the story that unfolded in my own imagination as I took in each area.

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This is probably my favorite as it touched a deep chord in me as it resounded to what has taken place in my life this past year.  To understand it from my perspective you must know that symbolism has played a large part in my life, especially in dreams.  Here you have a vehicle that has gone past the gate, considered a passage, threshold or in other cases seen as going through one period of life to another. The vehicle another symbolic piece that is often seen as one’s life when they appear in dreams.  Inside the car is household items, depicting to me one’s life possessions or what one holds dear.  Then you come up against a stumbling block (concrete) caused by a force of nature (sculpture behind) that is beyond your control and has stopped you right in your tracks. Demonstrated through the dead end sign that you see from the other side in the first picture.

It was a bit uncanny that this scene captured pretty much my personal journey these last twelve months of going along in life and then suddenly a shift in circumstances that literally stopped me from going further on that path. Forces at work that were beyond my control and have propelled me to face the fact that certain things in my life have indeed come to a complete end. The end of one period or perhaps even an end of self as I know it.

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I would say that for many the first thing that it brings to mind when you look at this sculpture is the statement you blow my mind.  It’s clearly conveyed that when you see the lips pursed in blowing and the mind being blown to little pieces.  The longer I looked at it the more I was drawn to feel it more like a destructive force that often draws us in to enticing and perhaps mind blowing experiences as depicted with the hands being extended and yet there is an element to it that seems to say that in the end it will ultimately destroy you.

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This particular scene doesn’t provide you with the entire picture. It is only a glimpse of the larger scene and sculpture that makes up the whole.  The headless mannequin is what drew me to take the picture from this side view.   The person sitting with their hands on their face conveys quite a lot of meanings as does the entire scene.  What it made me think of when I spotted the clock was the times we are in today.  You’ve heard of the idiom “to lose your head” and in America alone we have never seen the likes of what we see today of people literally losing it.  Not surprising as art can be used as a tool to express the world around us thereby serving part of its function.

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This last one that I have chosen to show is a distant view and perhaps gives more credence to the chosen name of the place.   There was a moment of hesitation of being so open again with my thoughts.  Though what a catharsis it can be when you start to loosen the reigns that you hold on so tight to.

Therein lies the nature of art — that it serves to include creativity,  expression, perception and response.

As of now the place is open for public viewing, so take a visit.

Taxi: WhItE ImPuRiTy

 

Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life

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I am squeezing in another quick post as I already had the picture and credits done.  I have only one other post completed except I’m not entirely sure if and when I will post it.  For sure after the Christmas weekend I will focus on posting anything left undone.

Though if I don’t get around to doing anything before Christmas, I want to take this time and wish everyone a blessed and wonderful Christmas.

DaD Designs is participating in this new round of Lost & Found with their “Music is Life” gacha set.  I’ve detailed all the items below that are included in the picture, but not necessarily everything that makes up the gacha.  I think there are a few other items that I didn’t use.   The chairs are either pg or adult, and come in two different colors.   The other items that I am featuring are the stars on the wall by Una and are available at this new round of Shiny Shabby.

Credits:
*Music is Life Gacha by DaD Design @ Lost & Found
01 Recycled Piano Bookshelf Ultra Rare
02 Leather Armchair Brown & Brown – Rare
03 Leather Armchair Brown & Cream – Rare
04 Corrugated Brown Rug
05 Books Coffee Table
06 Small Wood Table Brown
08 Trumpet Lamp
09 Music Sheets Falling
10 Oval Wood Table Brown
12 Bronze Statue
14 Wood Statue
15 Jazz Composition
16 Black Music Notes Set of 3

*Star Wall/Path Olive/Dark Green/Gold – Una @ Shiny Shabby
*Star Wall/Path Vine/Red/Olive – Una @ Shiny Shabby
Cello // .03 – NOMAD
*Sweet Maine Cabin – DaD Design @ The Cosmopolitan Room
Black Coal and Gold Sleigh Rare – Libertine @ MidWinter Fair
Red Undertree Messy Drape – Libertine
Decoratable Tree 2015 [2.6] – Libertine
Present Pile & Toy Horse – Dust Bunny @ Collabor88
Holiday Hearth Eggnog Service – Roawenwood
*Myrrh Handmade Vintage Gacha – ARIA @ Tannenbaum Holiday Market
-Tree Topper – Rare
-Vintage Traditional Bauble Ornament
-Vintage Bauble Ornament
-Vintage Bulb Bauble Ornament
-Vintage Pointed Bauble Ornament
-Vintage Finial Bauble Ornament
*Fluffy Pine – Dysfunctional Designs

Sometimes life rewards you with the unexpected

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I’m a bit wired after spending the last six hours at the hospital and while I should have gone straight to bed I find myself unable to sleep.  I really had planned to get this post done earlier before the unexpected change in plans.  I’m also not certain if I will get around to doing anymore posts outside of what I may already have completed.  In any case I plan to keep this one short.

The hair that I’m wearing is by eXeEsS and like all her hairs they just seem to have a natural feel to them.  It’s available at the main store.   The other item is the wreath that is wrapped around me.  It’s by Dysfunctional Designs and also available at the main store.  It’s only 1 prim and if you’ve already done all the decorating you can handle another great way to use it is like a picture frame for taking a funny picture like everyone does in real life.

Credits:
*Hair – eXxEsS – Senuna 
Coat – COCO – Duffle Coat White {past arcade}
Boots – Reign – Mishi Thigh High Boots

Scene:
*Fluffy Wreath – Dysfunctional Designs
Christmas Tree Rare  – Dust Bunny
Vintage Sleigh w/ Gifts – Dust Bunny @ Collabor88
Stocking Bear – BoOgErS @ The Arcade
Vintage Christmas Box Shabby & Jean/Burlap – Siss Boom
Frostwoods Pop Up Book – Vespertine
Burlap Santa Sack {past item no longer available}
Big Red Poinsettia – Terrashop
Country Keep – Scarlet Creative

Solitude can be healing

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I created this spot overlooking the water and mountains as I find it very peaceful and there is a sense of peace that fills me.  I sat there pondering last night and today I’m going to be full on transparent as I waddle through my emotions.

Yesterday, I wrote about how hard it’s been letting go of someone I care for.  It’s not exactly the feelings as those are as real as the air that I breath.  It’s not even him the person that I’m trying to let go of.  I could never forget him as that would be renouncing the relationship itself and everything good there was.

It’s more the idea that you paint in your mind and heart that you hold on to for so long.  That beautiful illusion that perhaps was only of your own making.

Ironically, I landed within feet of the object of my affections last night and the tug on my emotions was a bit overwhelming.  It takes everything in me not to reach out. I almost do.  I don’t.  He doesn’t either.  It hurts. I miss him.

It lays heavy on my heart, but I can’t say ‘hello’ and risk another goodbye. Maybe someday it will all make perfect sense.

Thank you for letting me be so open with my thoughts today.

 

Blue Christmas

I’ll have a Blue Christmas without you
I’ll be so blue just thinking about you …

And when those blue snowflakes start falling
That’s when those blue memories start calling….

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I’ve been in a reflective mood lately.  No doubt brought upon the fact it will be Christmas in several days and this time of year has a way of tugging at your heart.   The big day preceding the eventual New Year’s that is yet to come and you begin to ponder a little on what life brought you this past year and even may wonder what could come of the new one.

I’ve gone down that road here lately.  Personally, this year has been a hell of a roller coaster for me as I’ve shared before and despite it I find that I have no real hard feelings.  I think by now life has taught me that you are better off making peace with the things that happen and let it go.  It’s especially true for those things that in the larger scheme of life are insignificant.

No, it’s those other things that pull on your  heart strings, the kind that stirs your emotions and feelings that you have a harder time letting go of.  For me it’s been a love that I’ve had a harder time letting go of.  The irony here is that I’m often seen as not being completely open as a result of guarding my feelings like a fort.  It’s true and maybe something that I need to work on.

Despite the hardships of this year there are still many things to be thankful for and I try never to lose sight of those.  As the saying goes… “All great changes are preceded by chaos.”  

The song below is very special to me and I was listening to it as I was writing.

Thank you for letting me share my thoughts and may your Christmas time be full of wonderful joy whether it’s here in second or real or both…for real feelings know no distance.

Credits:
*”Sweet Maine Cabin” & Wood Dock – DaD Design @ The Cosmopolitan Room
*Wilderness Lamp Birch – unKindness @ The LTD Event
*Country Lane Lamp Sign Frosty – unKindness @ The Liaison Collaborative
*Country Lane Bench Winter – unKindness @  The Liaison Collaborative
*Fluffy Pines – Dysfunctional Designs
*Pair of Waving Snowmen – Dysfunctional Designs
*Mean Snowman – Dysfunctional Designs
*Headless Snowman – Dysfunctional Designs
Hanne Log Ple – {what next} @ Collabor88
Wintery Porch Sign – {what next}
Box of Cookies & Vermont Mug (Cream) – {what next}
Snow Ground – Happy Mood {Group Gift}
*Festive Potted Tree – Jian 
Aneto Skis – Cheeky Pea

Last Christmas

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As I was going through the poses on this chair, which are a few for activities and sleep I settled on this one as it sort of fit my contemplative mood.  Gazing at the beautiful tree I thought of how different my last Christmas is to this year.  I don’t bemoan material things as those have never been that important to me.  No, I grieve the loss of people that were in my life then who no longer are.

For some reason I think this could be my last Christmas in Second Life.  I don’t know what the future brings obviously, it’s just more or less a thought that funneled through my mind right now.  On January 8th, I will have been in Second Life for 5 years, which in my book is a pretty long time.

That day is also very significant.  It was the same date of January 8th two years ago, that I also met someone who came to be a very important part of my life.  I miss that period in my life, where everyday was more carefree and not as heavy.  I miss him too.  My Christmas wish for him is always that he find peace, happiness and joy.

I’m thankful for many things, but today I’m just thankful for even the cool weather that has me shivering from cold.

Credits:
Hair – Argrace – Minato {past group gift}
Vest – Atomic – Faux Fur Vest
Top – Baiastice –  Stef Sweater-Chocolate
Pants – .:villena:. – Chinos in Creme
Boots – Reign – Moccasin Caramel
Watch – Real Evil Industries – ReVoX MTX Watch

Scene:
*Winter Chair – Heart Homes/Aphrodite Shops @ Tres Chic
New Orleans Studio – [ba]
Reminiscence.Tree – LeLutka {group gift}
Rug w/ Fringes Green – Sway’s [Advent 2015]
Wood Santas – Sway’s [Advent 2015]
Pillows . Winter Hat –Sway’s [Advent 2015]
Photo Frame . Snowflakes – Sway’s [Advent 2015]

Party Time!

After a rather sleepless night the previous night where my head didn’t hit the pillow until about 5 am in the morning I was a bit zapped in the energy department last night.  That being said I slacked in doing any blogging stuff after partying at the enVOGUE holiday party.

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Like in real life going to a company Christmas party you just never know what to expect.  You just go with the intent of making the best of it.  With hopes the company is not boring, the music is great and the food is yummy.

I wasn’t sure what to expect here other than the gesture from the company CEO to throw a party for the team to get to know each other and just to have fun was admirable enough to attend.

I’m glad that I went as I had a great time unwinding to the music, dancing and getting to meet new people.