Muddling through the dark blue waters of life.

 

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Credits:
Hair – Truth – Sally
Headdress – Zenith – Breeze Painted Fungus & Flower Headdress RARE @ The Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Chain – Necklace – Zenith – Breeze Painted Fungus & Flower Chain RARE @ The Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Feathers – Conquest – [Heroic Vestments.] [Dyable.]
Chest Tattoo – Arise – Spirit Tattoo
Rose Necklace – Pure Poison – La Rose Necklace Black
Collar – Luas – Quala Collar Golden RARE {Jan. 2015 Secret Affair Gacha}
Nail Jewelry – Kibitz – Nila Claws Gold/White Rare @ The Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Dress – Peqe – Twentyone Gown Black @ N21 Event

Pose: Heitor 6 by Pose Maniacs

Step back.

“I’m a damsel. I’m in distress. I can handle this. Have a nice day!” ~ Author: –Meg (Hercules – the animated movie)

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Somehow I lost my sidebar on the front page of the blog and after an hour of trying to figure it out I lost all the settings and the sidebar totally disappeared from the rest of the pages.  I’m no expert to this technical stuff and when it begins talking lingo I don’t understand my head gets all muddled up and I quickly lose focus.  Hopefully, I will get some time later this afternoon to figure it out or get some help to get it back up.

I have my six month follow-up with the oncologist today.  It’s been a bit nerve-racking this weekend thinking about it though I feel very good about what the outcome will be.  Though it’s always good when it’s done and over with.

To distract myself I sorted out the stuff from the Fantasy Gacha Carnival that I purchased and after some trading managed to get some final pieces to complete sets.  Just showing one of my favorite sets from this round.

Have a great day!

Credits:
Alexa ~
Skin – Lumae – Beth Bare
Hair – Tableau Vivant – Choko {Group Gift}
Necklace – AME – The Enchanted Beanstalk Collar Steel @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Coat – Peqe – Erynil Rogue Coal RARE @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Blouse – FDD GS – Cirilla Blouse Dark/Black @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Corset – FDD GS – Cirilla Corset Black ULTRA RARE @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Pants – FDD GS – Cirilla Pants Black @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Boots – FDD GS – Cirilla Boots Black RARE @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Gloves – FDD GS – Cirilla Gloves Black @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Dagger – Candy Crunchers – Long Dagger Copper @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Weapon – Candy Crunchers – Rogue Weapon Doubled Headed @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival

Soledad ~
Hair – LeLutka – Sheena Hair {Gift}
Mask – *MUKA* – Vix Brown Mask @ The Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Blouse – FDD GS – Cirilla Blouse Light/Brown @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Corset – FDD GS – Cirilla Corset Brown ULTRA RARE @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Pants – FDD GS – Cirilla Pants Brown @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Boots – FDD GS – Cirilla Boots Brown RARE @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Gloves – FDD GS – Cirilla Gloves Brown @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Daggers – Ariskea – Rogue Daggers Unisex @ The Fantasy Gacha Carnival
Bow – Ariskea – [Sentinel] The Bow Back {Nov 2014 FGC}
Quiver – Ariskea – [Sentinel] The Quiver {Nov 2014 FGC}

Scene:
Gorean Needle Tree – Soul Effects
Old Pine Tree – Annastasia Scofield
Rocks & Cliffs Wales Bridge – Fanatik Architecture

Poses: Heroes Set by [ht:studio]

It’s still snowing somewhere.

Snowing Somewhere

After talking about dogs, chef, cranky men, sleet and snow with a friend yesterday I got inspired to do one more scene with snow.

Credits:
Headdress – [MeshedUp] – Ushanka Headdress @ Fantasy Collective
Hair – eXxEsS – Dennica
Face Tattoo – Wicked Peach – Priestess Pack 1
Face Tattoo – ARISE – Boda Facepaint Black Cyan {Jan. 2015 Secret Affair}
Top – Cold Logic – Koste Crema {modified/tinted}
Vest – May’s Soul – Moachi Vest Brown {Jan. 2015 Secret Affair}
Skirt – Peqe – Green Maea {previous gacha item}
Boots – Cellar Door – Yetti Boots {Jan. 2015 Secret Affair}
Scene:
Snow Drifts – Skye Studio
Enchanted Woods – Skye Studio
Snow – Best Weather System/Xavier.Novelli {Added more snow with processing}
Horse – United InshCon
Pose: The Priestess Pose by Rack Poses {past Fantasy Gacha Carnival item}

Temporal state of mind.

“I wanted to write down exactly what I felt, but somehow
the paper stayed empty and I could have not described it any better.”
~ wtm ~

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I’m not totally empty.  There is still a bit of common sense left in me, even if I am more than slightly cranky today and hitting a stage of becoming numb to certain situations.  Several days of sleepless nights can be partly to blame.  Of course it would happen that I can’t fall sleep until about 5:30 a.m. the next morning on the day that I need to be at my optimum level to function for an important meeting.  I can’t even say the meeting itself is what kept me awake.  It annoys me further just to think about that too.  I will just count myself lucky that I wasn’t yawning during any part of it even if parts of it were cause enough to yawn.
Thanks to the complete stranger who kept me company by initiating a game of words with friends.   I haven’t played that in ages, and never with a total stranger.  Though the ding for a match couldn’t have come at a better time.
Happy Wednesday!
Credits:
Hair – Whatz – Aurora Red @ 25L Tuesday
Dress – Peqe – Elwen Pink @ Fantasy Collective
Scene:
Shed/Unfinished Rare – Oyasumi
Itchy & Puffy Grass – *alirium*
Pose: Daggers Male by Del May

She is clothed in strength and dignity.

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I tried something a little different and that is using a texture as a background and then just added some light in a couple of places.  I much prefer setting up a scene or going on location though using this method can be useful at times.

Happy Thursday!

Credits:

Skin – Lumae – Nima: 5 Caramel
Eyes – {Song} – Yuki~ Aqua @ Kustom9
Hair – Little Bones – Snow Spell @ The Secret Affair
Headpiece – Zenith – Hun Archmage Antler (beige) @ The Secret Affair
Headpiece – Zenith – Gypsy Divine Wreath (black & gold) @ The Secret Affair
Feathers – Zibska – Aproxima @ The Secret Affair
Headpiece – [Keystone] – Sjofn Silver/Garnet
Necklace – Lassitude & Ennui – Troc Necklace Dragon Black @ The Secret Affair
Tattoo – Nox. – Damnation [Red/Orange] @ Genre
Tattoo – Nox. – Dyami @ The Secret Affair
Tattoo – Nox. – Totem Shadow [Black/White] @ The Secret Affair
Dress – Peqe – Statue Robe Red
Hands – SLink – AvEnhance Hands

Pose: Dark Art Set – PosESioN

Lost in the magical forest.

Alexa & Claire

During this round of Enchantment one of the prizes if you completed a stamp card was this long hair from Tableau Vivant.   It comes with lots of color choices, so not a bad prize at all.   My friend Claire and I really liked this hair so we decided to take some photos together.  I was shooting for the Latina Rapunzel except black in this hair didn’t look very good on me.

I’m also the proud owner of the llama that’s next to me thanks to Claire.  It’s absolutely cute and you just wear it and it walks right along side of you. You can find them at the ongoing school festival.  I still have not been able to complete this event, each time I go its pretty full and it lags me terribly that it’s impossible to even look.

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Happy Friday!

Credits:

Skin – Lumae – Delphine 5 Caramel
Eyes – Angelica – Sparkling Eyes Green @ Xiasumi School Festival
Hair – Tableau Vivant – Milly Hair {Enchantment prize}
Crown & Collar – Sweet Lies – Floral Crown & Collar @ The Fantasy Room
Dress – Peqe – Open Gown Beige {past event gacha item in store}
Skirt – Junbug – Rosamarie [Ink] {past event gacha item in store}
Sleeves – Peqe – Gather Metal Sleeves Black RARE {past event gacha item in store}
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed
*Ring – Empyrean Forge – Part of the Reverie Starlight Set
Pose: Friends 96 – Purpose Poses
Llama – +Half Deer+ – Lovely Little Llama Sunglow @ Xiasumi School Festival
*Review copy {previously reviewed}.
Location – Bentham Forest

She knows.

“Her eyes have their own vocabulary. What a beautiful language to learn.”

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Credits:

Skin – Al Vulo – Salina @ The Dressing Room Fusion
Hair – Boon – KB0906 Black
Headpiece – :(SH): – Kathleen White @ The Fantasy Collective
Headpiece – Miamai – Regina Red @ The Fantasy Collective
Dress – Peqe – Dominance Red
Necklace – Aisling -Tallulah Gold Rare
Pauldrons – Aisling – Tallulah Gold Rare
Arms – Aisling – Tallulah Gold
Bracers – Aisling – Tallulah Gold
Hands & Feet – Slink – Avatar Enhancement
Shoes – Yasum – Roman Raps w/ HUD

Scene:

Fairy Garden Ruins – Boudoir
Flying Leaves (Green) – Kalopsia
Itchy Grass (Brown) – Alirium

Pose: Hera by Kirin {modified w/ Animare HUD}

 

Balance.

“Embrace the glorious mess that you are.” ~ Elizabeth Gilbert

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I work in a community that has a diverse population of different nationalities, cultures and ways of living.  There is a long stretch of sidewalk that borders the state road that I travel in and out of work that goes from my office back into town. I was on my way out to meet a friend for lunch when I spotted this Haitian Creole woman walking towards the same direction I was heading with a steady pace.   This isn’t unusual, though what struck my attention is the 12 or maybe 16 oz. water bottle that sat in the middle at the top of her head.  It made me smile and its in those moments that I wished that I carried my camera to take a snapshot.

Seeing how perfect she balanced that bottle while she walked with her natural gait made me reflect a little on the subject of balance as I drove towards the restaurant.  Of how easy it is to lose our balance with situations and the circumstances that surround it.  I’ve always striven for a sense of calm and emotional balance in my life and most people who know me consider me a well balanced individual.  So that when I find myself being at odds with the unbalance in my life I start to withdraw inwards to that place of solitude that helps me gather my wits once again.

I can’t speak to balance when I walk ~be certain that if I’m ever walking along side you that I will bump into you.

Just remember that life is like a bicycle, in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving.

Credits:

Skin – Al Vulo – Celestial Black Mamba Mocha @ The Dressing Room Fusion
Hair – Truth – Thalia @ Mystic Realms Faire
Head Jewels – Axix – Anivia Face Chairs [Old gold] {flower hidden} @ Tales of Fantasy
Dress – Peqe – Autumn Maxi in Berry @ The Liaison Collaborative
Chest Tattoo – Identity – Sweet Betrayal @ The Big Show
Bottom Tattoo – Identity – Flowerbomb
Breast Armor – Axix – Leonah Armor [Old gold] @ Tales of Fantasy
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed

Pose: Store gift by Attitude Pose Store/Alexia Max