Choices.

 “You are free to choose, but you are not free from the consequence of your choice.” ~ A Universal Paradox

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As I was looking at this picture and thinking of the choices of food before me.  It lead me to thinking of how we make choices in all areas of our life from food, to what we wear and to the people we allow in our lives.  Obviously, some decisions are easier than others and usually the harder ones are when your mind and heart wage a war between what you want and don’t want. These days I find myself contemplating the needs versus wants and readjusting my way of thinking in some areas.  Ultimately, maybe reminding ourselves of what we deserve helps put things in perspective to be able to choose wisely.

That’s just one complexity of life.

Here in Second Life one of the choices if we’re so inclined to play the gachas is choosing to take a chance on the item we want and when to stop playing before we spend lots of lindens.  Of course, I’m giving myself a pep talk as the Fantasy Gacha opens today.  🙂

Credits:

Skin – Belleza – Suki Makeup {June 2014 Arcade}
Black Eyeliner – Audrey – Tuty’s
Black Eyeliner – Blooming 2 – Tuty’s
Hair – Dura – Giirl*41 Black
Oriental (Dragon) Rare – Pixicat {June 2014 Arcade}
Oriental (Fan) Rare – Pixicat {June 2014 Arcade}
Oriental Kimono Blossom – Pixicat {June 2014 Arcade}
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Elegant

Pose: Girl Sitting – Bounce This Poses

Ayumu Teahouse Brown/Red – [CIRCA]
Finding Bliss Meditation Table & Planter Set – Roawenwood
Paper Lantern – Oyasumi {Sept. 2014 Arcade}
Japanese Table – Oyasumi {Sept. 2014 Arcade}
Blue & Red Chinese Design Rug – Faith Wunderland
Chinese Armoire – Blue – Casa de Shai
Rising Sun Delicates Gacha (all the food on table) – 8f8 @ Xiasumi School Festival

The fool.

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Over the weekend the temperatures dipped into the mid 40s, which is a bit chilly for us Floridians when you’re used to an average of 80 plus degrees of sunshine.   It was a nice change even if I hardly went out other than a few times out of necessity. Besides the chilly day yesterday I was also in a very restless mood that as the day went on juggled between feeling emotional and downright grumpy. Thankfully, no one was harmed during this episode of changeability.

I spent a good amount of time doing inventory while in Second Life, not necessarily deleting, more like organizing and rewriting descriptions to be able to find items in the future.  It’s how I found myself wearing this cape and fools hat that were a gacha purchase at the recent round of the Fantasy Collective, which is still running for a few more days.

While editing the photo I did a quick search on the fool and found this snippet of information on what the fool means in a card reading.

“The Fool can signal a new beginning or change of direction – one that will guide you onto a path of adventure, wonder and personal growth. He also reminds you to keep your faith and trust your natural responses. If you are facing a decision or moment of doubt, the Fool tells you to believe in yourself and follow your heart no matter how crazy or foolish your impulses may seem.”

Considering that I have always found that when I’m feeling restlessness that it signals a time of transition in my life, this descriptive meaning couldn’t have fit any better.

Credits:

Hair – Argrace – Minori – Blacks NEW
Makeup – +Nuuna+ – Triip Blue
Makeup – +Nuuna+ Ina Blue
Makeup – +Nuuna+ Zivit Blue
Eyes – Slink – Mesh Eyelids
Cape – Attic – Pierrot Cape Black @ Fantasy Collective
Headpiece – Attic – The Fool Headpiece Blue @ Fantasy Collective
Boots – Hucci – Deale Boots Silver – Midnight @ Uber

Props: Cirque de reverie Gacha – {anc.}

Be your own kind of beautiful.

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Lead me not into temptation …
Oh who am I kidding!
FOLLOW ME
I know a shortcut.

{Chuckles… at inside joke.}
Credits:
Hair – Taketomi – Ana II Blacks
Dress – Cynful – Deliciosa @ Going Bust
Boots – Reign – Fiona Boots Cognac @ No. 21
Necklace – Ariskea {Chakra} Gemstone Necklace
Bracelet – Ariskea – {Chakra} Gemstone Brace {Sacral}
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed
Horse White Brown – {not certain on creator}
Itchy & Puffy Grasses – Alirium
Pose: The Sun Set by Ma Vie

She knows.

“Her eyes have their own vocabulary. What a beautiful language to learn.”

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Credits:

Skin – Al Vulo – Salina @ The Dressing Room Fusion
Hair – Boon – KB0906 Black
Headpiece – :(SH): – Kathleen White @ The Fantasy Collective
Headpiece – Miamai – Regina Red @ The Fantasy Collective
Dress – Peqe – Dominance Red
Necklace – Aisling -Tallulah Gold Rare
Pauldrons – Aisling – Tallulah Gold Rare
Arms – Aisling – Tallulah Gold
Bracers – Aisling – Tallulah Gold
Hands & Feet – Slink – Avatar Enhancement
Shoes – Yasum – Roman Raps w/ HUD

Scene:

Fairy Garden Ruins – Boudoir
Flying Leaves (Green) – Kalopsia
Itchy Grass (Brown) – Alirium

Pose: Hera by Kirin {modified w/ Animare HUD}

 

You have seen your golden wings.

Oh soul. You worry too much. You have seen your own strength.
You have seen your own beauty. You have seen your golden wings.
Of anything less, why do you worry?
You are, in truth, the soul of the soul of the soul.

~ Rumi

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 Credits:

Hair- D!va – Astralia (MVS 2014 Denmark) Onyx
Eyelids – Slink – Mesh Eyelids
Tattoo – Identity – Death Angel
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed
Ear Cuffs – [Haste] – Chain Ear Cuff Gold
Wings – DelicouS – OR Angel Wings @ Fi*Fridays

Pose – Aerial Poses

Itchy & Puffy Grass – Alirium

She’s that girl…

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She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around.  The one
that hopes for a better day.  The one that won’t give up on you.  She’s the girl
that’s unlike the rest.  The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights
crying.  She’s the girl that would love to be loved.  The one that looks so
damn strong, but feels so weak.  She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.

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I’m featuring this lovely vial necklace from Empyrean Forge that is available at The Fantasy Collective.   I am wearing the gold finish, but there are a couple other finishes as well.  With each finish  you get three versions: white, empty, and softly colored.  I’m also wearing a few other items from ongoing fantasy events, see the credits below for all the details.

Credits:

Skin – Lumae – Eliana :5 Caramel / Priya
Hair – Truth – Blythe in Blacks & Whites
Face Tattoo – The Wicked Peach – Feral Pack Two @ Tales of Fantasy
*Necklace – Empyrean Forge – Light of Helios Necklace Colored @ The Fantasy Collective
Vest – [Body Factory] – Viking Vest Leather Light @ The Fantasy Collective
Bracelets – [Body Factory] – Viking Bracelet (Light-Silver) @ The Fantasy Collective
Helmet – [Body Factory] – Viking Helmet (Silver-Black) @ The Fantasy Collective
Top – May’s Soul – Viking Souls Furs Black
Skirt – FDD Creations – Jassin Fur Skirt Wolf @ Tales of Fantasy
Skirt – May’s Soul – Tribal Skirt White
Horn – Dark Forge – Viking Horn for Belt Rare
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed
Viking Longship “Odin” – Xstar/Zombie Xstar
Pose: Sail Odin by F*cking Ninjas
*Review copy.

Balance.

“Embrace the glorious mess that you are.” ~ Elizabeth Gilbert

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I work in a community that has a diverse population of different nationalities, cultures and ways of living.  There is a long stretch of sidewalk that borders the state road that I travel in and out of work that goes from my office back into town. I was on my way out to meet a friend for lunch when I spotted this Haitian Creole woman walking towards the same direction I was heading with a steady pace.   This isn’t unusual, though what struck my attention is the 12 or maybe 16 oz. water bottle that sat in the middle at the top of her head.  It made me smile and its in those moments that I wished that I carried my camera to take a snapshot.

Seeing how perfect she balanced that bottle while she walked with her natural gait made me reflect a little on the subject of balance as I drove towards the restaurant.  Of how easy it is to lose our balance with situations and the circumstances that surround it.  I’ve always striven for a sense of calm and emotional balance in my life and most people who know me consider me a well balanced individual.  So that when I find myself being at odds with the unbalance in my life I start to withdraw inwards to that place of solitude that helps me gather my wits once again.

I can’t speak to balance when I walk ~be certain that if I’m ever walking along side you that I will bump into you.

Just remember that life is like a bicycle, in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving.

Credits:

Skin – Al Vulo – Celestial Black Mamba Mocha @ The Dressing Room Fusion
Hair – Truth – Thalia @ Mystic Realms Faire
Head Jewels – Axix – Anivia Face Chairs [Old gold] {flower hidden} @ Tales of Fantasy
Dress – Peqe – Autumn Maxi in Berry @ The Liaison Collaborative
Chest Tattoo – Identity – Sweet Betrayal @ The Big Show
Bottom Tattoo – Identity – Flowerbomb
Breast Armor – Axix – Leonah Armor [Old gold] @ Tales of Fantasy
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands Relaxed

Pose: Store gift by Attitude Pose Store/Alexia Max

Knowing.

Sunshine

You know what’s really, powerfully sexy?
A sense of humor.  A taste for adventure.
A healthy glow.  Hips to grab on to.
Openness.  Confidence.
Humility.  Appetite.
Intuition.  Smart-ass comebacks.
Presence.  A quick wit.
Dirty jokes told by an innocent looking lady.
A woman who realizes how beautiful she is.
~ Courtney E. Martin

Credits:

Eyes – Ikon – Eternal Eyes Dark Brown
Hair – Truth – Neria @ Mystic Realms Faire
Dress – B.C.C. – Emily Romantic Corset Dress @ Season’s Story
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands – Relaxed

Horsing Around Pose Prop – Bounce This Poses
Pose – Attitude ES 06 by AlexiaMax
Moonchild Animated Butterfly White – Enfant Terrible

Chow down.

Cowboy Brunch

I hope someone is hungry, because you can’t pass up this scrumptious mouth watering food that Aphrodite Shops recently released with this western stable setting.   It has everything you need for a western party and if you eat too much, we’ll just get to doing a boot scootin’ boogie on the dance floor. Yeehaw!!

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Credits:

*Western Stable Buffet – Aphrodite Shops
Sugar Maple Trees – Botanical
Field Grass – We’re Closed

Hair – Exile – Cry Ophelia in Blacks @ Mystic Realms Faire
Hat – Legal Insanity – Jones Cowboy Hat Snake Girls Ed.
Top – Vextra Fashions – Cami Top Brown {old item}
Necklace – Mandala – Legendary @ The Mens Department
Cardigan – DeeTaleZ – Mesh Cardigan Sand
Hands – Slink – Avatar Enhancement Hands – Relaxed
Pose – Advent Gift 10 by Picture This
*Review copy.

Perils of the unknown.

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The Mystic Realms Faire opens up today, and I’m showcasing a few more items that will be available.   Please see credits for all the details.

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Credits:

Skin – Lumae – Delphine : 6 Cookie
*Hair – [^.^Ayashi^.^] – Teona Hair @ Mystic Realms Faire
*Mask – [MeshedUp] – Queens Mask Silver  @ Mystic Realms Faire
*Armbands & Bracelets – .Storybook. – Soleil Noir @ Mystic Realms Faire
*Allegiance Blade Blade/Silver – Empyrean Forge @ Mystic Realms Faire
*Kadlin – Abyss – .Storybook. @ Mystic Realms Faire
White Lace Tattoo – Yasum {part of SteamWings set}
Leg Tattoo – Tattoo Mania – Dragon
Top/Skirt – [Haste] – Nuno Skirt White & Nuno Top White @ The Gathering Gacha Event
Sandals – Yasum – Slink Steam Sandle
Hands – Slink – AvEnhance Hands
*Fallen Tree Burnt – Laying – Envisage:Limitless @ Mystic Realms Faire
*Fallen Tree Burnt – Standing – Envisage:Limitless @ Mystic Realms Faire
*Boat Prop – Envisage:Limitless @ Mystic Realms Faire
Black Grass – Autumnia Ellisson
Enchanted Woods – Skye Studio
Pose:  Sword Behind Back – [Wild]/Kilamanjaro
*Review copies.